In the dark of the night people will find her DUUUM DUUM DUUM!!!
In the dark of the night she will be gone DUUUM DUUM DUUM!!!
And then….BLEH!!!
Can’t remember the rest of the song Jo, but it’s from a cartoon (can’t remember the name either). There was a princess whose folks had to run away during war and they forgot her in the process so she grew up as an orphan. Eventually sha, after travelling and proving herself to be the real princess she was accepted into her family by her grandmother and she lived happily ever after. THE END*big grin*
I’m at a very shaky stage in my life at the moment. But for some reason I feel calm. Like everything will somehow be sorted and I’ll live happily ever after. Hehee. I’m serious though it feels like that part of a movie where there’s a hurricane going on and people are screaming, roofs are being torn off, everywhere is upside down but in the middle of all the chaos there’s someone (yours truly) standing there smiling with pink lipstick covered lips and long flowing hair. Besides that someone isn’t smiling because she’s oblivious to the chaos happening but because there’s an assurance from a higher power that everything will be fine. Of course she has to be nuts to believe such but she believes anyways. There’s sense in every nonsense no? Hehe
Anyways apart from that I’m in love. Yes, moi. I never thought I would but all of a sudden I feel a feeling that I’ve never felt before and the cause of this is moi. Yeah it is vain and silly but I’m in love with myself *now dodging rotten tomatoes from TitiA and Idy*. Hehe. I’ve grown from that unsure little rat to a confident calm young lady who isn’t afraid of making mistakes but who is ready and bold enough to admit occasional brain touch, learn and move on. So everyday I like me more and I wake up with a feeling of self appreciation and things. of course I don’t have a permanent smile stuck on my forehead thanks to some creatures I have to cohabit with *rolling eyes* and unforeseen circumstances but 80% of the time instead of whining about the bad and lack, I concentrate on the good and what I’ve been blessed with. For instance today I woke up grouchy and pissed at the idea of going to work, but at least I woke up, I could walk to the taxi park and I could afford to pay my greedy cab guy for his services. These are little things people take for granted. It’s easy to whine and worry and complain but all these things don’t solve half of whatever problem or situation birthed them. Yes it’s easier said than done but sometimes its better to just smile through the hurricanes that appear in life. They will appear whether or not you like it, they will cause whatever damage they were designed to cause but at the end of the day they will settle and if you are still standing it means you are strong and you have learnt how to face bigger hurricanes that will inevitably come.
Writing helps me. when I’m faced with any problem I write it out( e.g. someone at work is driving me nuts), then I write out the possible solutions (e.g. kidnap him, lock him up in a box for a while, torture, mutilate or just avoid him and plaster a smile no mater what.) and then I work towards my preferred solution. Chikena! And this helps with every other thing life throws at me really. Because I have learnt there is no point crying or frowning or starving or committing suicide or whatever. The truth is there is nothing new under the sun. If you think your problem is the biggest, you’re probably whining yourself- ask Google, someone, somewhere has done did it. It’s also best to man up and face your fears whatever it is. Worrying will only get you wrinkles…Life isn’t fair, but really it’s the only life we have and we decide through faith, hard work and determination to not allow a few hiccups prevent us from achieving our goals. At the end of the day its better to die trying to be the bestest there is than to die crying about everything that prevented you from being the bestest you could have been.
So that’s it. I’m happy *now shaking bumbum and dancing* and no matter how bad the hurricane gets I know it wont last for ever, I know worrying will only give me wrinkles (and no guy wants a wrinkled face girl do they?) and so smiling with my cute pink lipstick covered lips while I face the problems head-on knowing that Baba God no go fail me is what I shall continue to do, no matter how crazy any one thinks I am.
END OF RAMBLING *big smile again